Lisa Deee

CONGRAAAAATS JESSICA

Congrats Jess for getting accepted into Mount Royal for nursing!!!!

One year. =)

I can’t believe it’s already been a year! I remember how I excited I was when you wanted to see me again, I remember bragging to my mom and my sister about how cute and nice you were, I remember meeting your parents and brothers for the first time, I remember all those sleepless nights,  I remember our first valentine’s together, your birthday, my birthday, Christmas. I remember the first time I told you I loved you. I remember it all like it was just yesterday. We’ve grown so much together over the last year, and I know we’ll continue to grow. I’m not surprised that we’ve made it this far, because you are the easiest person to be with, and I’m excited to be with you for more years to come. You’re the most amazing human being I’ve ever met and I love you more than anything else in the entire universe.

I love my life.

I feel good today. I’m in a good mood. The usual stresses that I have are leaving me alone today. Infact, I’m in such a good mood that when I think about them, I’m not even stressed. I just say to myself, it happened for a reason, and it can be fixed and everything will be okay. =)
Because everything will be okay. Things will get sorted out. Even if it takes longer than expected, everything will be okay.
Last night was such a good night. I love spending time with boyfriend. He’s told me he loves me before, but yesterday when he said it, it was different. It was the most sincere and wonderful thing I’ve ever heard.
I got paid today. Now I can pay people back, buy new shoes for work, and buy christmas presents! I’m so so excited to buy christmas presents.
This afternoon I had a photoshoot with T Green. I used to go to elementary with him in cochrane, and I hadn’t seen him in six years! He’s changed a lot in the last six years. It was really nice to see him again after all this time.
Right now I’m just about ready to leave to go see the princess and the frog with my sister. Stoked!

“I wrote you a letter and stuck it in your bag.. It’s 8 pages.”

When I know you have to leave soon, that’s when I start to miss you.

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”

I’m irresponsible, immature, and what we did was unfair. I’m sorry about everything that happened that night. I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to worry you.
I know it’s going to take a while to trust me again, but it means the world to me that you forgive me. In the last couple of weeks, I guess I’ve come to realize that this is actually real. I don’t want anyone but yoouuuu.

Sometimes I wonder if you know what the difference is between love and lust.